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Exodus 3:1-14; John 8:48-59
February 22, 2015 • Portage First UMC
How many of you know what your name means? [Take a few responses.] I’ve shared before that my name is taken from the name of the Greek god of wine, Dionysius—which is odd because neither of my parents drink. But my name fit into the family—we were “the four “D’s”—Dick, Donna, Dennis and Doug. And a lot of names are chosen that way, for the way they sound. How else do you explain names like Blip, Kiwi, Cheese, Panda and Rocket? Those names all appear on Time Magazine’s “most unusual names” list. In addition, there have been children in the last five years named Phone, Freak, Butterbean, Elbow and, believe it or not, Poopy. Three children in 2010 were named Poopy! I don’t even know how to respond to that or what those children will face when they begin school (http://newsfeed.time.com/2013/12/09/oh-have-you-met-my-kids-panda-phone-and-cheese-the-weirdest-baby-names-of-2013/). Shakespeare would have said it doesn’t matter. In fact, in Romeo and Juliet, Juliet asks the question, “What’s in a name?” And she answers her own question: “That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet.” In other words, according to Shakespeare, the name doesn’t really matter. Who cares if the child is called Poopy or Phone or Panda?
And yet, names, whether we intend them to or not, often tell us something about a person, or about their family or heritage. Knowing someone’s name gives you, at the very least, a little information about them. When we were expecting Christopher, we were pretty tight-lipped about the names we had picked out. One of our youth at the time gave us a 3x5 notecard full of names she thought would work just well; I think I still have that card somewhere. But we wanted names that not only we liked but that meant something. Somewhere along the way, we decided to pick a name from the Old Testament and one from the New Testament. Doing that is not some sort of magic act, but for us, we wanted the names to define our kids. And while “Christopher” is not found in the Bible, it means “Christ-bearer,” so it’s sort of there. His middle name, David, comes from King David. And Rachel Elizabeth is named after one of Jacob’s wives in the Old Testament and the mother of John the Baptist in the New. Rachel means “little lamb” or “lamb of God.”
In the Scriptures, names mean a great deal. In fact, names were given to children in the hopes that they would grow into them, that they would become who their name proclaimed them to be. Knowing a name helped you to know about that person. And so it’s a bit amazing that we get all the way through the book of Genesis and into the first chapters of Exodus before anyone asks God what his name is. In fact, it’s not until a crisis comes, a crisis of epic proportions, that anyone seems to even wonder what God’s name is. And when he is asked, God gives a cryptic answer. He says his name is “I Am.”
Over the next several weeks, as we go through this Lenten season, we’re going to be looking at several statements of Jesus that begin with the words, “I Am.” Throughout the Gospel of John, Jesus makes seven proclamations using that phrase. “I am the bread of life.” “I am the light of the world.” “I am the good shepherd.” “I am the vine.” “I am the way, the truth and the life.” “I am the gate.” And “I am the resurrection and the life.” We’re going to look at each one of these, what they meant then and what they can mean to us today, and that will bring us all the way to Easter. But before we can look at the specifics of each statement, I want to step back and consider why Jesus using those two words—I am—caused such a stir and created such hatred among the religious leaders of his day. And that history, that background, goes all the way back to the desert, the Sinai desert, and an encounter Moses had with a burning bush.
We looked in detail at the story of Moses last fall, so very quickly let me remind you of how Moses got to where he is in Exodus 3. You may remember that, due to attempted governmental population control, Moses ended up being raised in the royal palace. He was an adopted son of the Pharaoh, until he got into some trouble. He killed a man, and everyone knew he was guilty, so he ran and spent forty years in the desert, tending sheep. He spent his middle adult years chasing sheep, finding water and getting to know the desolate area that was and is Sinai. Because of how far he would have to wander to find grass and water, there were likely many days Moses slept out in the open with his sheep. He wouldn’t have been home every night for dinner, to be sure (Goldingay, Exodus & Leviticus for Everyone, pg. 15). And then, one day, one ordinary working day, he notices a bush that is on fire but is not consumed. A lot of folks spend a lot of time debating how that could happen, but that’s not the focus this morning (cf. Goldingay 15). The point is that it was something that caught Moses’ attention, and I wonder how many times in the next forty years he wished he had just walked on by. I wonder if he kicked himself for not saying, “That’s strange. The bush is on fire. But I’ve got stuff to do.” No, instead, he goes over to look at it and he hears God’s voice calling him to go and rescue God’s people in Egypt. You see, God’s people are also Moses’ people, and they are in slavery. “Go,” God says, “I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt” (3:10).
Immediately, Moses begins objecting. First of all, he questions his own ability. “Who am I,” he says, “that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?” (3:11). I’m nobody, God. I’m just a lowly shepherd. Now, God could have reminded him of his credentials. He was raised in the Pharaoh’s court. He knows the way the palace works. He knows the government and he is known by those who are in power. Moses knows all that; God doesn’t need to remind him of that. His fake humility at this point does not impress God. And, in essence, God tells him that he’s right. He is nobody. Because God doesn’t talk Moses up; instead God reminds Moses that he will be with Moses. In other words, “You’re right, Moses. You’re not strong enough to do this on your own. But I will be with you, and with me, you can do anything.”
Now, that should have been enough assurance for Moses, wouldn’t you think? I mean, the creator of the universe, one who can make a bush burn without being burned up, has just told you, “I’m on your side. I will be with you.” But that’s not enough for Moses. He is still coming up with excuses for not going, but since God has now promised to be with him, he’d like to know who it is he’s placing his trust in. “What is your name?” he asks God (3:13). Now, why does he ask that question? As I said earlier, it’s never been an issue before this. Adam and Eve, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Joseph and countless others got along just fine without knowing God’s name. Why does Moses need to know? As I’ve said, a name tells you something about the other person, but this is God. This is the creator. Moses already knows a lot about him, even if he doesn’t want to admit it. It’s possible that some of Moses’ Egyptian upbringing is showing through here. It was very important to the Egyptians to know the names of their gods, because then, if they knew the name, they could have a measure of control over their gods. More than that, names in Egyptian culture were believed to have magical powers. So if you knew someone’s name, you could, in effect, possess some of their authority and power (Fuquay, The God We Can Know, pg. 15). Moses wants that, no doubt. He is a fugitive. I don’t know if there was a statute of limitations on his crime, but he’s been on the run from Egyptian justice for forty years now. And it’s likely he’s still remembered for that crime. God wants him to go into the palace and show his face and demand the release of Pharaoh’s work force? For Moses in that moment, it’s not enough that God has promised to be with him. He wants some of God’s power, some sort of extra strength so that he will be protected in this dangerous mission. “What is your name?” he asks. I want to make sure you’re with me, and I can do that by knowing who you are.
But here’s the thing: God wants to be known. He’s not trying to hide from Moses or from us. He called to Moses, and he wants Moses (and us) to know him. He is, as this sermon series reminds us, the God we can know. He’s not avoiding us. He’s not playing games with us. He wants us to know him. And, I believe, God knows the best way for Moses to get to know him is to go on mission with him, to answer the call. But Moses is stalling, and so God condescends and answers the question—though not with an answer that is easy to understand. In fact, scholars and Bible teachers have been debating God’s answer for thousands of years. When Moses asks for God’s name, God says, “I am.” The Hebrew word is Yahweh, or sometimes you’ll see it written as “Jehovah,” which is really a Germanized version of the Hebrew word. Yahweh—I am. And Moses is left scratching his head. What does that name mean? And what does it mean for his life, and ours?
“Yahweh” has been translated a variety of ways; your Bibles may give alternate translations in the footnotes because, honestly, we’re not sure how to translate it. It’s close to the Hebrew verb for “to be,” which is why it’s most often translated as “I am.” It can also be translated as “I am who I am,” which sort of makes me think of Popeye, or “I am the one who causes to be,” the one who made everything, the one without whom you wouldn’t be alive. “He is.” Every other god is named by human beings. All the Greek gods, all the Roman gods (which were pretty much the same only with different names), all the Canaanite and Egyptian gods had been labeled by their followers, by their worshippers. But this God is not like that. This God names and defines himself as the ever-present one. He is. “I am” (cf. Oswalt, “Exodus,” Cornerstone Biblical Commentary, Vol. 1, pg. 303; Fuquay 16; Goldingay 20).
And because he is, there are two important things to hear in God’s response, God’s name. The fancy words for these two things—the words I spent a lot of money in seminary to learn—are “transcendence” and “immanence.” Aren’t you impressed? Money well spent! Transcendence means God is absolutely other than we are. God is different. God is not just a big human being. He is not, as the song once said, “just a slob like one of us.” He is the one from whom all creation comes, and that’s one reason it always amuses me when we, as human beings, decide that we know as well or better than God. We think we know how things ought to work, how it all ought to play out. A few weeks ago, our furnace went out at the parsonage. I woke up one morning and noticed it was rather cold in the house, so I went down to the furnace room, and in my vast furnace knowledge I stood there and looked at it. And do you know what I determined, after intense studying of the device? It wasn’t working anymore. It was broken. I have no training and no expertise in furnace repair, but I am smart enough to call someone who knows how to build and rebuild them. I could try to get in there and fix it myself, but I know better. I would end up with a mess. And when the repairman came out to look at it, he started telling me, in furnace man lingo, what was wrong with it. I’m sure the look on my face was just one of confusion, because even though it made sense to him, it didn’t to me. My only question was, “Can you fix it?” I didn’t tell him how to fix it; I trusted him to do it the way it ought to be done. When we act like God ought to do things our way or explain himself to us, we’re showing the height of arrogance. God is not like us. God is other than us and, in the words of Isaiah (55:9), his understanding is far above ours. We can’t understand what he is up to all the time. He is the creator; we are not. He knows how it works; we do not. He is. He is other than us.
And yet, at the same time he is immanent. That means he is close, nearby, as near as your very breath. This God who is so different than us is not off somewhere else, distant, removed from your life here. He is not Aristotle’s “Unmoved Mover.” He is “I Am.” He is personally involved with us. We can talk to him. We can know him. He invites us to walk with him. And he has broken into history (cf. Oswalt 311-312). Christians believe that the most prominent way we experienced this God is when he chose to become flesh and blood in the person of Jesus. The God who created the universe gave up glory to be born in a stable, to walk among us, to show us how to live, and ultimately, to give his life on a cross for the salvation of the world. Again, people want to know how that could be. Explain it to me in detail. But we can’t. It’s only as we come to know him in a personal way that it makes any measure of sense, and even then, after years of walking with him, many people still can’t explain it all. We just know because he is with us. He is.
And Jesus claimed that title. Aside from the “I Am” claims that we’re going to look at over the next few weeks, Jesus came right out and claimed God’s name for himself. It was in the middle of yet another dispute with the religious leaders, this one centered on Jesus’ identity. The religious leaders knew that Jesus had gained quite a following, and as every candidate for public office knows, the best way to discredit someone and disperse their following is to attack their character, who they are. And so, after a lengthy discussion in John 8, the religious leaders finally come right out and attack Jesus personally. “Aren’t we right in saying that you are a Samaritan and demon-possessed?” (8:48). Now, they knew he wasn’t ethnically a Samaritan; he was from Galilee, north of Samaria. But saying that in the first century was like saying, “You’re a heretic. You believe the wrong things. You’re from the wrong side of the tracks” (cf. Card, John: The Gospel of Wisdom, pg. 113; Wright, John for Everyone, Part One, pgs. 129-130). Jesus doesn’t even respond to that accusation. Instead, he focuses on the charge of demon possession. And there’s this back and forth between him and the religious leaders, as they name everything they disagree with as demon possession. But it’s when Jesus claims to know Abraham, the father of the Jewish nation, that they really get upset. “You are not yet fifty years old,” they say, “and you have seen Abraham!” (8:57). In other words, Abraham’s been dead a long time. You haven’t seen him. You don’t know him. And that’s when Jesus chooses to launch the final argument: “Before Abraham was born, I am!” (8:58). Not “I was.” Not “I could have been.” “I am.” Jesus is directly claiming to be God at that moment; he’s taking God’s name for himself. Before Abraham was, I am. In other words, not only is he God, but his word precedes Abraham. He is of more importance than Abraham. No wonder they do what the Old Testament tells them to do when someone blasphemes. They pick up stones with the intent to kill him (cf. Leviticus 24:16; Card 115). At that moment, Jesus has drawn a line in the proverbial sand. He is “I Am.” Either the people will accept him as such and enjoy his presence forever. Or they will reject him and find little peace. He is. Just as he was for Moses, he is for us today.
I am eternally grateful that God is “I Am,” and even more than that, that he is “I Am” for me. He is present in my life. I’ve been reading Adam Hamilton’s book Christianity and World Religions, and one of the things I’ve realized again is that a primary difference between Christian faith and other major world religions is God’s presence, God’s availability. The Christian faith is not about following a list of rules in order to please God or get God’s approval, though there is a way of life that God calls us to. But the rules are not the point. The Christian faith is not about rituals and enlightenment and setting ourselves up for something we will never attain, though there are rituals that we do. But the rituals are not the point. The Christian faith reminds us that, because of Jesus and in Jesus, God is present. He is with us. He is “I Am,” not “I will be” and not “I was.” “I am.” Right now. Right here. With us. And I am thankful for that.
It’s caused me to remember several times in my own life when God was very much “I Am” to me. My Grandma Irick had been a huge part of my life and my faith development. Grandma taught Sunday School for so many years, and then she had her first stroke and began to struggle with her health. It was hard for us to understand; Grandma had always been so energetic. And she had always been so faithful to Jesus, so when the stroke changed her, and she began to say things she never would have said and do things she wouldn’t have done, my brother and I didn’t really know how to react. But I’ll never forget when the school nurse came to Geometry class to call me to the office. Normally, I would have welcomed anything to get out of Mr. Reed’s class, but I knew in my gut what had happened. Grandma had died, and Mrs. Mosson took me to the office to call home. The most vivid image I have of the next few days is standing on the hillside at the Geetingsville Cemetery. In my mind, it’s cloudy and windy but I don’t know if that’s how it really was or not. I just remember standing there and losing it. A friend took me in his arms and I cried and prayed and asked God, in my own broken language, to be “I Am.” God was present that day, in the midst of a terrible loss for a young man. He was “I Am.”
Several years later, when I was a seminary student, I began to have the first symptoms related to my heart issue. Actually, I had been experiencing shortness of breath for several days, but like a good man, I kept it to myself. It would pass, I told myself. Until one evening, walking around Wilmore, I mentioned to Cathy that I was short of breath, and I got the usual, “How long has this been going on?” The next day, we were headed back to Indiana to see my cardiologist. He put me in the hospital for monitoring and to try some new medicine. At that point, I really didn’t know what was going to happen, and that evening, when Cathy left to go stay with my parents for the night, God and I spent some time together. I was scared. I’d never been in the hospital overnight before. So much of the night, I was praying and God showed up in that hospital room, giving me a peace I don’t think I had ever experienced before. He was “I Am” in that hospital room. He was “I Am” to our family, too, when Rachel had her major surgery five years ago. As we entrusted our daughter to the hands of a skilled surgeon, God was “I Am” to us. Many of you have had to do that, too—learn to trust that your child will be okay, that he or she is in God’s hands, and that God is present in the midst of the difficulty. God is “I Am.” He is present with us when we call on his name.
I’ve also relied on God being “I Am” in the midst of difficult times in ministry. I’m not trying to complain, because I know all of us face difficult times and challenges and struggles in the work we do. Whether you work at home or in an office, there comes a time—or maybe many times—when you wonder if this is really it. Is this what you should be doing? And I’ve wrestled with that on several occasions. There are times it would be easier to find a job that doesn’t have Sunday work hours, that doesn’t have late night meetings, that doesn’t have to deal with people who have cancer, or people who take their own lives, or struggling marriages or just the politics in churches in general. Again, my struggles are not yours, but every job has things like that. And those things wear you out. I’ve had many times where I’ve asked God if there isn't something else he’d rather have me do. I mean, I answered a call to ministry when I was in college. Maybe that call has expired. Maybe it’s time to move on. And, honestly, there are times when I can’t always sense God’s presence, and yet when I slow down, when I get quiet, when I choose to spend time with God, he is always right there. He is “I Am.” He calls me again. He doesn’t say, “Just rely on that call to ministry you experienced twenty-seven years ago.” He says, “I Am.” I will be with you, and more than that, I am with you. Right here. Right now.
He wants to be with you. As we enter this Lenten season, we’re going to discover many different facets to Jesus’ ministry and personality. We’re going to learn a lot about how he wants to draw near to us. And we’re going to see in what way our lives can be changed by his presence. But, this morning, I invite you to spend this week resting in the assurance that he is with you. He is “I Am.” If we ask of God, “What’s in a name?” we get the answer back, “God’s name promises us his very presence.” And that’s enough for us to be able to take one more step, keep going one more day. As long as he is with us, we can push forward into anything.
There is a story told of a young family shattered by the sudden death of the mother. After the funeral, the young husband came home with his two boys, and silently they got ready for an early bedtime. He had no strength left to do anything else. He tucked the boys into bed and then tried to find sleep himself. Just as he was close to drifting off, he heard the youngest boy begin to cry, then to say those heart-breaking words, “I want mommy.” After waiting for a few moments, the father got up, went into his son’s room, picked him up and brought him back to bed with him. There, in the darkness, these two tried to find rest. Again, just as he was about to drift off, the father felt two tiny hands reaching out toward him. “Daddy,” the boy said, “is your face toward me?” The father assured his son that it was, and the boy’s hands touched his face to confirm that fact. Then he said, “Okay, if your face is toward me, I think I can sleep.” And pretty soon, the father heard the gentle breathing that meant rest had come.
God told Moses, “My name is ‘I Am.’ I am for you. I am with you. I am turned toward you.” And ultimately in Jesus, God turned his face toward us. He is with us. He is present—not just some distant time in a distant land, but right here, right now. He is “I Am,” and no matter what you’re going through, he has promised to be with you, to the very end of the age (Matthew 28:20). Because he is with us, we can go to him in prayer, knowing that he is here and he hears our cries. Let’s pray.